January 4, 2012

Best. Christmas. Ever.

This Christmas has been by far the most memorable Christmas of our lives.

 On December 22, 2011 @ 2:17 p.m., Gregory Stuart entered the world.

 Our precious little guy.

 Daddy invents a way to keep his knees together...


The uncooperative object just wouldn't stay in.

 What we do for fun around here...




 

Smiles!

P.S.  The blog is under construction...



November 28, 2011

Baby To Arrive SOON

First, let me update you on my recent projects, then give you a Baby J update.

In this household, we go through an insane amount of yogurt for just two people.  We're partial to Greek yogurt especially, though I rarely purchase it because of the expense.  Yogurt has been my pregnancy staple, and that has increased our usage.  Not to mention that I bake with yogurt, make yogurt smoothies, etc.  I have been trying to find ways to reduce our monthly costs, and decided that I would tackle yogurt next.  I have always wanted to try making it anyway.  I did my research, discovered that it was pretty simple, and put my plan into action.  The result?  Delicious Greek yogurt that we both loved--better than the store version!  Easy to make, AND I can flavor it any way I like.  The best part, though, is that making my own yogurt will save us at least $20 a month!


The whey is what's left over after making the yogurt.  Apparently, it was once considered the "food of the gods."  You can use it in almost anything (substitute for water), and it is super healing for the gut (I'm interested in this particularly because of dealing with food allergies).  I won't bore you with all the details of what it actually does...  I'm pretty happy with the result, and since yogurt making required very little effort on my part, it's going to be part of my weekly chores!

And now for Baby pictures!

 35 weeks.

37 weeks.

You wanted more of an update, right?  Well, today at my 37 week appointment, I shocked my doctor.  This was the first time she checked for the pelvic station, effacement, dilation, etc, and she clearly wasn't expecting anything.  The conversation went something like this:
(look of shock) "Girl, you're pelvic station is basically fully engaged, you're over 90% effaced, and you're dilated at least 2 cm!  You want to tell me about those contractions you've been having again?"

Me: "Well, I haven't had anything that I thought was bad enough to be real labor yet, and..."

Dr: "Oh no!  We doctors hate people like you!  Crazy pain-tolerance--you're never going to know when you're in labor because you'll think it's not bad enough & then you'll have this baby in the car!  (turns to Brian)  If she even starts talking about pain, get her here!  Me, now, I want the epidural before I even start labor!"

We continued talking, but apparently some of those contractions/symptoms I've had have been "real labor contractions."  The doctor doesn't think I'll make it to my due date (just fine with me!), and figures it won't be long now.  Not to mention, I've met all the pre-labor symptoms and qualifications.  I don't want to get my hopes up, but I suppose we'll see.  I just wish all that nesting energy I had over the weekend would come back--I cleaned everything in the house-twice!  I got more done in 48 hours than I've been able to accomplish my entire pregnancy!  

So at this point, I'm allowed to encourage labor, and believe me, I will!  Baby J is more than welcome to come anytime--I can hold my little one, be DONE with throwing up, and get rid of these hives and sciatic nerve pain.

I'm going to be a MOM SOON!!

Smiles!

November 3, 2011

Catchup and Countdown

Here's hoping getting up early in the morning to post pictures will actually work today.  But I'll probably be napping later...

In September, we took a few days off to celebrate our first anniversary!  Brian was unable to get any time off from work over our actual anniversary, so we celebrated a month late.  Hopefully that won't always be the case, but I suppose August is a popular time for most people to travel.  We're thinking of making a beach trip an annual occurrence,  since it is our favorite place to be.  It was amazing to be able to just be together, away from home for a day or two.  It did rain quite a bit, and I was sicker than normal, but we truly relished the chance to deepen our relationship and reminisce over the first year of our marriage.

 We discovered this little car on a sunset walk.

 And I thought I felt big then!

 Bethany Beach, DE.  Lovely, very quite place.

 Assateague.  Lovely and wild looking place.  Almost haunting.  The pony drive is in July, so we missed that, and it was very rainy, so I think most of the horses were seeking shelter.  We came back covered in mosquito bites.  Brian did manage to capture this horse...

 ...And self-timer strikes again...  We're both getting pretty anxious for Baby J to make his/her appearance.  Don't know who is more excited.

 This is Baby J at 31 weeks.  Already outdated because my belly grows and changes shape daily.  This weekend I'll be 34 weeks, with about 6 to go!  
This Mommy is big and uncomfortable these days and very ready to meet her little one.  Feeling very mother bear-ish--want to keep baby all to myself for a little while. ;-)
  Papa Bear isn't much better.

Snowstorm in October!  This is the before shot; I don't have the after.  This is the first time in my life I've ever seen a snowstorm in October.  The last time we had an accumulation of snow like this was in 1925!  Apparently, La Nina has formed again, so we'll probably be in for a long, hard winter.  Brian and I are okay with that; we're going to stay snuggled in with our little one (though we might get a bit restless).  I think we got about 3 inches here, but where Brian works, and in the mountains, they had close to 10 inches!  Plus ice!  Crazy!!  The colored leaves were so pretty against the white snow.

I have lots of projects to complete before this Baby arrives, but it doesn't seem to make the waiting any easier!  Know what else?  It's almost Thanksgiving....AND CHRISTMAS!!  My favorite time of year!  Enjoy it, people!

Smiles!

September 8, 2011

Time to Build an Ark

Time for a monthly baby update!  But before I show you pictures, I'd like to plead with everyone to please pray that the rain would leave this area.  Every day now I dread listening to the news and seeing pictures.  So many of my family and friends have lost their homes and evacuated areas due to flooding.  Roads are closed, major highways shut down, streets are buckling, businesses are submerged, schools are closed ("snow" days in September!), sewer plants, water plants, etc are shut down.  It's bad up here--mostly in PA.  The flooding hasn't been this bad since 1889.  I personally don't mind the rain--autumn is my favorite time of year!  Rain or sun, I love the weather, baking, the leaves turning (peak around Oct. 18-25), the colors, decorations, candles, sweaters, fireplaces, etc.  However, my heart aches for those I know who are losing so much.  I find it ironic that those in TX pray desperately for rain, while we pray desperately that God would send it elsewhere and away from our water-logged soil.

So, what have we been up to recently?
 Brian's company sponsored a company outing at a local baseball game!  If there's one sport I actually enjoy watching, it's baseball.  The company paid for one of those elite boxes and all the food we could eat!  The weather was beautiful, the home team won, I enjoyed meeting my husband's coworkers and families, and we enjoyed a free date night.

 Next was a trip to Annapolis, MD to spend a day with some good friends.  We loved touring the old city, seeing incredible buildings, and watching the ships in the harbor.  It was a bit rainy, but we had fun anyway.  Brian and I especially enjoyed the fellowship with friends--something that happens rarely.

 The only plants that have survived my balcony gardening are these sunflowers and the pepper plant.  We should be able to pick the pepper soon, though I must admit, I'm more anxious than Brian is.  He keeps telling me to wait, and I want to just pick and eat it.



 Our anniversary!  I was feeling pretty miserable that day, so we just decided to stay at home and spend time together.  I did make a special breakfast, though, with Brian's help.  We have always wanted to try Eggs Benedict, and that's what we made!  It was a lot of fun and tasted great--even if it did make me sick afterwards.

 Brian made yummy mochas--complete with whipped cream!  I tasted some, but decided against drinking it.

 I also made a brownie layer cake with peanut butter frosting and ganache.  Let me just say....there are no words to describe how amazing this tasted.

 I've been on a "everything must be cleaned NOW and all my projects completed YESTERDAY" phase, so we refinished some furniture over our anniversary.  We had a lot of fun, and I'm pretty sure the paint landed other places besides the furniture.  The house is looking GREAT, and I only wish I could paint the walls and remodel a bit.

 Baby at 24 weeks!  We're getting very close now & I cannot WAIT to be done and hold this little person in my arms.  Actually, I can't wait for the day when I'm finally done throwing up and trying not to be sick all day.  I've tried to do well dealing with it, but I think after 9 months, I just am ready for a break.  That said, I've had a bit more energy and motivation the last few weeks and have greatly enjoyed it!  Brian teases me daily about the size of my belly and how clumsy I'm becoming--he claims if this rain keeps up he'll need to build an extra big ark--just for me!  I also think baby has a conspiracy to play all night long while Mommy tries to sleep.  

Thanks to Hope for this picture!

August 8, 2011

Smile for the Camera

I am now 21 weeks ( 5 3/4 months) along!  More than halfway, and December is approaching a bit too slowly. ;)  Morning sickness has improved some, and as long as I don't try any experiments off of the medication, remains manageable.  Baby is incredibly active--the ultrasound today showed LOTS of movement.  Baby is in a breech position right now.  I had felt like there was something jammed up in my rib cage and like feet were kicking down below (using my bladder as a trampoline), and it turns out I was right!  Everything looks good thus far.  I do feel like I'm turning into a large balloon, and sometimes feel "squashed" or short of breath.  Brian and I are becoming gradually more excited and impatient as December approaches.

 14-15 weeks.  Can't even fit in those clothes anymore!


 Baby at 20 weeks.  Hard to find decent maternity clothes--cheap, something I actually like, and something my husband likes!






This is baby at 21 weeks!  Taken this morning--an anatomy scan in 3D and color.  Pretty amazing!  And for all of you who keep asking what it is we're having, we'll tell you.  We're having a......BABY!  My baby ticker says baby is a cantaloupe or banana this week.  Weird to think there's something that big inside--and moving! 

Smiles!

June 3, 2011

Blessings

The first part of this post won't be pretty. But I warned you.  The end gets good.  But you have to read the beginning before you can get to the end.  That's the way God works.

So, these last three months of pregnancy have been a nightmare for me.  Truly.  Brian and I have agreed that we have found it difficult to get family to understand how sick I really have been.  All day and all night for the last three months, I've been throwing up--every hour on the dot.  It reached a high around my birthday, when my body was so dehydrated, that it wouldn't stop getting sick.  It caused severe cramping and bleeding.  The doctor/midwife put me on medication and diagnosed me with something called "hyperemesis gravidarum."  (I think the spelling is correct)  Basically, only about 1% of pregnant women get it, and it's just where you are sort of "allergic to pregnancy."  The stats are not encouraging--everyone who has it, aborts their child because they can't take it.  My midwife, who is old enough to be my grandma, says she's rarely seen this sickness in anyone, and not one person has ever continued the pregnancy.  She also informed me it's likely to get worse..with each subsequent pregnancy.  I'm choosing to NOT think or worry about that.  I know that 12 weeks isn't a magic number, but I keep hoping that things will improve.

So far, they have gotten much worse.  Most of the time, all I can do is lay down, while the shaking and shuddering and nausea runs through my body and just pray desperately that God will get me through the next moment.  This week has been so bad that the mere thought, look, or taste of food makes me shudder in literal horror.  The medication helps a little.  Then, yesterday, I broke out in this red, itchy rash all over my body.  My skin feels like it's on fire.  When Brian came home last night, all I could do was cry.  I felt like not a person cared--everyone is too busy to talk.  I felt so alone.  In between the pain and severe sickness, I just couldn't do it.  I can't sleep because of being sick, so I think I was just overly tired.  Anyway, I won't continue with the details of all the symptoms of the last months.  But you know what?

I spent time praying this morning.  I don't have to think or worry about getting through the next 6 months.  I just have to live one moment at a time.  That's all that's required of me.  I have to be tough and stick this out, but it's ok to be honest about how things are.  In all of this, I am amazed that there is a life inside of me.  God has granted me this huge privilege--a life in my care, to raise for His glory.  I am THRILLED to be a Mom!

When I saw the ultrasound for the first time, I couldn't believe it!  There's a BABY inside!  It's alive and growing!  The goodness of God just overwhelmed me.  Sometimes, parenthood seems a bit scary--everyone has their own opinion of how you should raise your child.  But each person is different, and I think that matters.  I can't wait to hold this new child in my arms.  To cuddle away tears.  To smile and laugh and giggle and play.  To invent fun things to do.  To watch a young person develop--from finding eyes, ears, and hands to teething.  This is a job that I was born to do!  And I am grateful.  Grateful for air conditioning, indoor plumbing, looking outside at all the green through my window (even if I'm too sick to make it out there), my incredible husband (who accepts me the way I am), my amazing God, and yes, even the sickness.  Because it makes me truly dependent on Him.  And it gives me a glimpse into people who are very ill all of their lives.  I am grateful to be a Mom, to have a life growing inside of me, to laugh and learn.

I won't write all that is in my heart.  This has become long enough.  I don't want this post to merely be about suffering, but to reflect the glory of God.  Now for some pictures:





Isn't it amazing?!!??  I've been listening to this song, over and over again recently.  I'm posting the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1CSVqHcdhXQ.  This lady's story is incredible--behind the song.  But it means much to me right now.  God is SO good to me.  I really have it good, especially when I consider what other people around the world are going through right now.  And yet, I am SO ready to have this baby in my arms rather than inside.  I'm too excited.  I never did like waiting.  Don't bother telling me it isn't that bad, I just need to wait, to be tough, or that it will get worse at the end.  I'm just taking it moment by moment and clinging to a God who understands and can help.  Because, truly, truly,

I. am. Blessed.

March 1, 2011

Birthday Bash and GF Bread


Tap, tap.  That was the sound we heard at the door Friday evening.  That was the sound that led to Brian’s opening of the door.  That was the sound that led to Brian’s discovery of the person who made that knock.  That was the sound that led to a fabulous birthday weekend.

Over a month ago, Brian and I were talking.  Reminiscing, actually.  We talked about how we missed some of our friends.  We wished we could see them.  Knowing Brian’s birthday was in a month, the wheels in my brain began to turn.

I sent a message to John Lovette to see if he could come up and surprise Brian for his birthday.  And thus began the plans to pull off this surprise.

Friday night, instead of making dinner, I stalled Brian while waiting for John to arrive.  It was pretty easy, since Brian didn’t suspect a thing, but it became harder because he wanted to know why dinner wasn’t ready.

Just as I finished putting the toppings on the pizza, the knock came.  And I smiled, breathed a sigh of relief, and asked Brian to go open the door (since my hands were messy).  He opened the door and stood in shock.  Then things got exciting.  I soooo wish I had pictures for this post, but our camera has officially decided it doesn’t like taking pictures any longer, and Brian hasn’t had the chance to fiddle with it yet.

The guys had great fun over the weekend.  Friday we talked late into the night and Saturday, the guys left to do….whatever it is guys do.  They arrived home in time to eat the French Onion Soup I made.  We watched a few movies, and again, I don’t think we were in bed before 2.  Sunday, we went to church, and after that, ate Steak and Sauce, Mashed Potatoes, French Bread, and Green Beans.  That’s what Brian wanted for his birthday dinner.  And carrot cake with cream cheese icing (which I couldn’t eat).  John left that afternoon, and my man was perfectly happy.

We went to see the “Grace Card” later that evening.  If you haven’t seen it, do it.  It’s good.  There wasn’t a dry eye in the theater.

Monday came and Brian and I worked in the tasks that needed to be completed.  And this brings me to my favorite part: bread making.  I have made several GF loaves of bread, but not one was perfect.  I wanted my loaf to be as close as possible to the loaves of bread we used to purchase in the store.  And it was.  I drank in the aroma as it baked.  After cooling, I cut a slice, and sank my teeth into perfection.  Ah, the bliss.  Even Brian agreed that I had done it.  Or rather, God did, but He gave me the inspiration.  After nearly 3 months without a decent piece of bread, I almost cried after that first bite.

It was light brown.  Golden.  Delicious.  Soft, smooth, and pliable.  The elasticity was perfect.  It had air holes in it—just like regular bread.  The crust was perfectly crusty, but not too hard.  It’s taste was light, nutty, deep, and earthy.  It was beautiful.  Now that I have the base of my bread, I can make anything I want to.  French Bread.  Raisin Bread.  Bagels.  Any flavor of bread.  Hamburger Rolls.  Yum.  I post the recipe here, but please understand that the liquid and flour and yeast do need to be altered.  But you have to know what the dough is supposed to look like in order to adjust those ingredients.  It should look like a stiff cake batter—you can’t knead GF dough.  I’ve been trying to come up with a really great name for this bread.  Suggestions are welcome.  Here’s where I really wish I had a picture.

Bread:

Base:
2 T Active Dry Yeast (GF), at room temperature
2 T Sugar (I use either raw sugar or honey or both honey and molasses)
1 c Water (110 degrees)
3 Egg Whites (1/2 c), at room temperature
1 c Potato Starch
1/3 c Oat Flour (certified GF)
1/3 c Teff Flour
1/3 c Brown Rice Flour
1 c Flour Blend*
2 t Xanthan Gum
1 t Salt
1 T Rice Bran
1 T Flax Seed Meal
1 t Vanilla, GF and pure extract (this is optional, but I like the flavor it gives)
2 t Apple Cider Vinegar
3 T Butter (NOT margarine—use unsalted)
1 T Olive Oil

Seasoning: (this could change.  Use any seasonings you like.  For raisin bread, try cinnamon, ginger, nutmeg, cloves, all spice, etc.  Try lemon or orange.  Have fun)
½ t Garlic, granulated
1 t Italian Seasoning
½ t Dill
Pinch of Smoked Paprika

Topping:
Eggwhite wash (eggwhite mixed with water)
Poppy Seeds
Caraway Seeds
Celery Seeds

1.  In a small bowl, dissolve yeast and sugar in warm water.  Set aside to foam 5 minutes.
2.  Grease loaf pan (I used a round pan, but you can use anything) or line with parchment paper.
3.  In heavy duty mixer (you need one for GF baking because of the intense mixing required.  You have to thoroughly blend, and mix enough to activate the gluten substitute.) combine potato starch, oat flour, teff flour, brown rice flour, Flour blend, xanthan bum, salt, rice bran, flax seed meal, vanilla, apple cider vinegar, butter, olive oil, and seasonings.  Blend on low speed for 1 minute.  Add yeast mixture.  Blend another minute.  (always begin on low speed).  Add egg whites.  Blend one more minute. Turn mixer to high speed and mix for 3 minutes.
4.  Scrape dough out of bowl with spatula into desired pans (hamburger, loaf pan, round, French bread, etc.).  Shape each loaf with a wet spatula.  Brush with egg white wash (helps with browning).  Slash loaf with three diagonal slashes.  Sprinkle poppy seeds, caraway seeds, and celery seeds on top.
5.  Place immediately on middle rack in a cold oven.  Set the oven to 425 and bake approximately 45 minutes, or until nicely browned and temperature of loaf reaches 210 degrees.  Cover loaves with foil after about 15 minutes of baking to prevent over browning.
6.  Remove bread from oven and cool on wire rack 10 minutes.  Remove bread from pan and cool on wire rack COMPLETELY before slicing.  Slice bread. (Bread does better when you slice the entire loaf.  If you won’t eat it all in 2 days, slice loaf, place in Ziploc bag, and freeze. 

Smiles!